hi neocities, i have been on hitaus again. sorry. my mom sent me to stay with my grandma in Toledo Ohio over summer break and she wouldn't let me take my laptop. i only had my phone so i couldn't update my site :(. i had fun but it was stressful. i tried explaining to my grandma i am trans and i don't think she understood. she kept misgendering me and didn't use my pronouns. i tried correcting her but i got tired of doing it. the other stressful part was her cat bit me and scratched me and i lost my nintendo switch and i was in the middle of playing splatoon. but the upside is i watched five nights at freddys with my grandma and she said it was scary but i told her i love william afton and she said he was handsome. we went out to eat a lot at sonic and so that was fun but she wanted me to eat frozen chiken pot pies on the days we didn't go to sonic and i don't like those because carrots are so gross :(. i missed my laptop a lot. my mom said i should get a part time job but it's too stressful and i don't like talking to people so i don't want to. i promise to update my site soon. i'm gonna start working on a william afton shrine
william afton is my husbando and i really love him. i watched the fnaf movie 5 times now and tonight will be 6. my mom says ive been very good and i told her how soon close to me there is a convention where williams actor will be. im scared because im so nerivous but i think he will see me and realize we are meant to be together. my big wish and dream is to have a polyucle and have the actor in it too and also foxy she is real and i kin her she will be in the polycule too. i drew some pictrues of me and william but idek if they are ok to post on necoities and my mom might see them so im scared. i already threw some of them away and im scared of my mom looking in the trash can.
i have been doing all my choars and i did good my mom said. she said if i keep it up i will get to go on the disney cruise in july. i wish there was a fnaf cruise because i think william afton would be on the ship with me
my mom said that i can go as long as im not rude and do my list of chores every week and keep a good attitude. I've been so busy doing chores so i havent been on much. here are all my chores:
dishwasher
trash
clean cat's box
clean room
pick up leaves in yard
my mom said that i can't go on the disney cruise because of my attitude lately and I have to go stay with gram in toledo while my whole family has fun without me. this is going to be worse than the specail school. I'm going to clean my room and empty the dishwasher. I hope that changes her mind.
i have been out to my parents for 2 years and 8 months. but they don't respect my identity. i told my mom i want top surgery and ive been researching doctors and clinics and reading reddit. i know its what i need but she told me i have to wait until i'm out of her house. i need to get out of this abusive housing situation. ever since the event i mentioned earlier, she doesn't trust me. i backed up her car into the garage because i tried to run away to be with my discord family. she will never understand
things have not been okay. my parents are always threatening to take away my laptop because of the situation going on in my life. valentine's day is coming up and it just makes me want to run away and find a beautiful polycule to love me and be my real family. i see pictures online of beatiful queer bodies embracing love and it makes me yearn for that. i just need to get out of this hell. also i got called the r-slur the other day because i was stimming so hard in the dollar tree when i went with my mom. two teenagers walked by laughing and i heard them say it. i can't stop thinking about it. i just want to die
Hi everyone, sorry i have been gone and haven't been updating my site. A lot has happened. I hope evry1 had a good new years, i sure as hHECK didnt :( my parents sent me to attend a program for 2 months. It was basically a special school. They took away my phones and laptop. I had no internet. Something happened to make them do this and I don't want to talk about it. I just really have a lot of trauma around it right now. I am finally home though
Here is my fursona, Kai. Xe feels like i do right now
I liked FNAF movie a lot and so did my mom. I see how it could be confusing for some people and I think thats why ratings are low. Freddy fazzbear bear is a cool dude but I think if I was one of the characters I'd be foxy. I hope they make more movies and it seems like they will because they left things open at the end. five stars for FNAF.
I'm going to see the FNAF movie tonight!!!!!!!!! My mom downloaded peaock app so I could watch it. I will write a review soon to let everyone know how it is!!!!!
I made myself a blog! I always wanted one. Now I can write all my thoughts and have my own place. Neocities seems cool and people are commenting on my page but it says I have to wait a week to comment back >:( so if you see this and you left a comment. Hi Friend!!